An update, or rambling, nonsensical post

[mugglechump]

Belated thank yous to Urs and Grammypat for prettifying my profile page! And to Carrie for the incredibly awesome birthday gifts. (The jam is ohmygoshsogood!)

Believe it or not, I'm still sending out Christmas stuff. My international things have not been mailed (except for Jen's), and there are a few little gifts I still need to send out, too. Soon, I promise! Think of it as a Christmas surprise! The surprise being that I am behind schedule. Oh wait, that's not really very surprising at all.

If you haven't guessed from all the rambling chitchat, I got very little sleep last night. I was up scening until around 3 a.m. Caliga is officially my life. Yes, yes, I know this makes me sad and pathetic, but whatever. This evening I'll have to go back and review what I wrote because the likelihood that I was not terribly coherent by the end of the night is pretty high. I have to finish that scene tonight and at least start two others. Then there's one more I know of that needs to be done by the end of the week. Busy, busy! I love it. Susie's a total 'Puff, and Romy is such a tramp. I love my girls.

The downside is that I haven't been keeping up with people as well as I used to. This isn't entirely a Caliga-caused thing, it started last fall when I was having a pretty heavy bout of depression. I'm feeling better these days, and more accepting of the changes in my life over the last year/year and a half, but I haven't been as social as I used to. If you're one of the people I've been neglecting, you know who you are. I'm sorry for that, and I'm working on it. Please know that it isn't anything to do with you. I adore you all as much as I ever did. I'm just sorting some things through and it's taking time.

And now I think I'm going to get lunch. Tummy is rumbling. More sleep will be necessary tonight. If I'm up past midnight, smack me.

Comments

[heyurs.livejournal.com]

I was very happy to see this post. Believe it or not, I have had you on my mind. I'm sending lots of love and encouragement for you, Bugg. Please know that I am here if you ever need to just talk. I believe you have my number. I promise to not talk if you just need me to listen. WHOA, huh?! *grin*

Love you! *huggles tight* ♥

hehe! You're very welcome! X)

[mugglechump.livejournal.com]

*snuggles you*

Thanks, hun. I can always use love and encouragement. :) I'm doing alright these days. My biggest problem is trying to shake off the lethargy I've been feeling for the last six months or so. And I do have your number, I should call sometime just because. Phone calls always make me edgy, though. I'm not a very good talker - I've always expressed myself better in writing. One more thing to work on, right?

*loves*

[heyurs.livejournal.com]

Yeah, just because.  X)   No biggie...we'll get there.  *nods* ♥

[seegrim.livejournal.com]

You are such a sweet, sweet woman. I can't believe how much I adore you compared with how long I have 'known' you. You're the best!

[mugglechump.livejournal.com]

I feel the same way! I've been so blessed in the quality of people I've gotten to know through LJ and my fandom interests, it's really amazing. I'm very glad I've gotten to know you. You really are a gem.

[seegrim.livejournal.com]

Aw. Thanks. :)

[castoffstarter.livejournal.com]

You're still just as beautiful as you ever were in my mind. I'm keeping you so don't complain, miss! ♥♥♥

[mugglechump.livejournal.com]

You know I'd never complain about that! I'd be lost without my Beana.

[dragonsangel68.livejournal.com]

I know I posted about receiving your wonderful parcel *sniffs candles again* But I can't remember if you saw it or not :/ You'll have to forgive my dreadful memory at the moment, because I'm operating on very, very little sleep. Anyway, thank you again for the lovely candles; they're just beautiful *hugs*

[mugglechump.livejournal.com]

I did see that you got them, and I'm glad you like the scents. I've been very bad about commenting recently, so I'm not sure if I responded at the time. I'm trying to get caught up. It didn't occur to me until after I'd gotten them that they are really winter scents, and your winter isn't at the same time as my winter. I hope you enjoy them when the season is better suited, though. *hugs*

[dragonsangel68.livejournal.com]

We're both bad with the memory cells at the moment then *wink* I'm so looking forward to lighting them and really enjoying their scent that I'll probably just wait for the weather to be more appropriate to light something that gives off heat and they'll be getting used *g* At the moment they're living on my desk, because even unlit the scents they're giving off are just wonderful *hugs tight*

[stellarlyssa.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I'm glad to know you're alive and well, dear.

♥

[mugglechump.livejournal.com]

Yep, I'm still kicking. *hugs*

I'm glad your surgery went well. I hope the nasal spray discomfort goes away quickly.